Our lake has finally frozen, and now wears an ice cap several
inches thick. The view from our
house seems stark as well as alluring – snow-swept and bone-chilling in an
inviting, wild sort of way.
Today I shoveled an area in front of our house as a skating
rink. The unveiling of the ice from beneath the snow was invigorating work, a
throwback to earlier years. I wore
sunglasses to block the blinding reflection of sun on snow, pushed the shovel
back-and-forth millions of times in order to gather only a manageable amount of
snow each time, and replayed lots of old ice-related memories from long ago.
There was a time in my teen years when I skated in my
sister’s old hand-me-down skates (they were a little too narrow), and contemplated
becoming an Olympian who could do triple jumps in a wispy, sparkly outfit. That didn’t happen, obviously, but I
did teach myself to skate backwards.
I still remember the thrill of the dream, the thought that girls could became
ballerinas on ice.
Then there was another era, years later, when I skated in my
other sister’s old hand-me-down skates (they were a little too long but wide
enough), and introduced my kids to skating. I still wear those same skates despite their wobbly,
broken-down leather that hardly supports my ankles, not to mention very dull
blades.
When I felt today’s rink was big enough I stopped shoveling,
pleased that I’d cleared the whole thing myself, without help. Something in me said I might not be
doing this in the future, maybe even next year, which made the day even more
precious.
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