Thursday, April 9, 2015

In the Middle of the Night





I frequently am nocturnal - fully awake while the rest of the world sleeps.  Last night I was up and about several times in an attempt to distract and reset wayward circadian rhythms.  No such luck. Around 4:00 I sat in front of the computer, hoping to erase recurring thoughts that had become stuck in a loop, crazy things like what refreshments I should make for the women’s event at church and whether I needed new shorts for the summer.

Eager for diversion before the screen, I hadn’t bargained on the equivalent of lightning bolts and thunder. As I idly scrolled through Facebook posts, a quote from a Jewish rabbi on a friend’s status caught my eye.  I read it, and then read it again. And again.  The profound words rumbled deep as I sensed Jesus’ Hebrew roots reflected in them.  Then I returned to bed to sleep.  

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Faith is not the clinging to a shrine, but an endless pilgrimage of the heart.
Our goal should be to live life in radical amazement, [to] get up in the morning and look at the world in a way that takes nothing for granted. Everything is phenomenal; everything is incredible; never treat life casually. To be spiritual is to be amazed.
Prayer begins at the edge of emptiness. Wonder rather than doubt is the root of all knowledge. Just to be is a blessing. Just to live is holy. We can never sneer at the stars, mock the dawn, or scoff at the totality of being. 
Self-respect is the root of discipline: The sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself.
The primary purpose of prayer is not to make requests. The primary purpose is to praise, to sing, to chant. Because the essence of prayer is a song, and man cannot live without a song.
When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people. Know that every deed counts, that every word is power…
Above all, remember that you must build your life as if it were a work of art.
~Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel 
(January 11, 1907 – December 23, 1972)





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