I want to do a better job of embracing the everyday stage as life’s drama plays out, especially the small easy-to-overlook props (in theater
productions, the physical things used to create a scene) that quietly help define the
minutes and hours allotted to me. To respond
to them with gentle perceptions disciplined by grace.
For example, there’s something poetic and maybe profound about
noticing a weeping-willow-type plant with tiny white flowers in the hospital
corridor yesterday. We passed it quickly,
and yet I was drawn by its flexed plastic boughs - fake by any standard, hardly
the epitome of natural elegance, and yet graceful. They bent low with a sort of reverence, crying
quietly and steadily with teary buds transformed into little starry explosions
of floral delicacy.
I’m still thinking about this.
Simple awareness that recognizes goodness shining through such props (natural, artificial, or even broken ones) is a form of refined tranquility that
draws from deep wells of tender meekness before God. It is a gift, and yet
also a secret art developed by hard work not unlike athletic training. Spiritual athleticism.
The difficulties and hurdles endemic to humanity (as seen reflected
in the facial expressions of some individuals at the hospital yesterday) can
challenge us to succumb to pain and struggle, exhaustion, and overwhelm. But they also can be seen as gymnastic opportunities
to practice exercising our deepest hearts - using resistance bands of
repentance, and weights of faith in the Almighty, to generate humility, acceptance,
patience, endurance, and expectancy.
Hesitation, vanity, pain and preoccupation can get all balled up into a giant wad of opposition that disables our awareness of simple props like those silk flowers in the hospital’s hallway. It’s easy to miss such seemingly insignificant sources of inspiration. However, divine mercies that enable discipline, courage, gratitude, love, and attentiveness can mysteriously open and heal the soul, and give our hearts eyes to see such small sparkles of encouragement….everywhere.
Hesitation, vanity, pain and preoccupation can get all balled up into a giant wad of opposition that disables our awareness of simple props like those silk flowers in the hospital’s hallway. It’s easy to miss such seemingly insignificant sources of inspiration. However, divine mercies that enable discipline, courage, gratitude, love, and attentiveness can mysteriously open and heal the soul, and give our hearts eyes to see such small sparkles of encouragement….everywhere.
1 comment:
Oh my goodness, Beth! This is SO deep--and yet, when I went back to break it down.....so SIMPLE. (I'm still trying to condense it to one statement to carry with me on a file card today however. I don't want to lose any "piece" of it!)
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